i have been on cloud nine lately, and i’m loving every minute of it. tomorrow is Phillips birthday and it will be all about him. we’re going out to carrabas, his favorite restaurant, and then having a little party at night. we are also getting iPhones tomorrow! im pretty pumped about that.
work is going great, i really love working in a restaurant. the people are nice, the setting is awesome, and i’m getting the hang of everything. i also have a interview tomorrow at 2 for justice.. i worked there for my first job in michigan and i think it’ll be a great side job. specially around the holidays!
my roommate from cp is coming here this weekend also!! i can not wait to see her, i miss her soooo much!!! i am missing home always tho, every day i miss my mom more and more. i cant wait till she and my dad move down here, i think it will make everything so easier. i love her so much.
i wish i knew how to reblog/comment on my own blogs……. hahahaha, but i just want to say that i love you alyssa johansson, and i love you ashley foor…. you both are amazing ladies and i miss you both so much……..
i have so many thoughts in my mind and so many things i want to say, but i just don’t know how. i have never ever been good with words. i actually never can express anything i want to say. in my head everything seems so clear and so right, but when i open my mouth or even try to write it, its like W#$%THASBBVBSAU^@^TRFGJSSBVVMBSKVUG.. seriously..
i’ve been looking for a job.. and i’m always feeling hopeless. it’s so weird how much i feel like i’ve changed. i used to be the girl who ALWAYS was positive 100% of the time, smiles, everything… people are always telling me to keep my head up, everything will be okay, blah blah all that stuff and frankly i don’t want to hear it anymore. i want everyone to move 1,200 miles away from everything that felt “normal” and “right” to you. it’s hard. i’m lost. and the only person i have here is phil, and hes not always around :( every day i feel like i take one step forward, i just take 2 steps back…
I can do all this through him who gives me strength. Philippians 4:13
i love taking pictures. i love art and i love expression. i’ve never felt so at home more then when my eye is pressed against my camera.
criticism is never easy to take, especially with something as personal as photography, but learning from our mistakes is how we grow as photographers. by not sharing your photos you are not only preventing yourself from growing, but also shutting yourself off from receiving praise and encouragement from others.
i did a session with my friend chelsea and her boyfriend drew, i had a lot of fun and i really just want to do this for the rest of my life…
the happiest people don't have the best of everything, they just make the best of everything.
